Prison Pete
Monday, June 28, 2004
Yes, I have erred! Does that mean I should die?
One of the downsides to having pled guilty to both the Federal and NY State charges is I never had the opportunity to challenge any of the information the various law enforcement departments were spreading. While even sharing this little bit with you sounds so lame, I am only saying that you should certainly not believe everything you read in the papers.
But I am not saying that I am an angel. I have spent eight years (so far) locked away and the better part of the last five years in therapy on a biweekly basis!
While I am hopeful that my appeal of my pending NY sentence will be successful, and that I might actually be out of prison this year (2004), I ask you the question that I deal with everyday: Yes, I have erred! Does that mean I should die?
While I very much want to live, the thought of spending another 10 years in prison makes me wonder what the use would be! If I do have to actually go to NY State, from some of the stories I have heard from others, well, let us just say that this place is like the Garden of Eden compared to NY.
So for now I take it one day at a time. I know more about myself each day and I get stronger each day! Working on one’s self is never easy, but it is basically all I have to go on at this point.
But I am not saying that I am an angel. I have spent eight years (so far) locked away and the better part of the last five years in therapy on a biweekly basis!
While I am hopeful that my appeal of my pending NY sentence will be successful, and that I might actually be out of prison this year (2004), I ask you the question that I deal with everyday: Yes, I have erred! Does that mean I should die?
While I very much want to live, the thought of spending another 10 years in prison makes me wonder what the use would be! If I do have to actually go to NY State, from some of the stories I have heard from others, well, let us just say that this place is like the Garden of Eden compared to NY.
So for now I take it one day at a time. I know more about myself each day and I get stronger each day! Working on one’s self is never easy, but it is basically all I have to go on at this point.
Comments:
So, what did you do exactly, the way your saying you got harmed makes it seem like you were a child-abuser, and to be honest, does a child abuser deserve to have a good life? - I'm very sorry if i got this wrong, no ill intent was meant, but with the limited information i know, was all i could think of.
Yeah. I think I agree too. The not mentioning any hint of what he did wrong is too creepy. Probably child molestation of some sort. If that's true, maybe death is better for you.
# posted by 
: Monday, September 06, 2004 11:36:00 AM
: Monday, September 06, 2004 11:36:00 AM
I don't respect anyone who won't even admit to their crime... much less refuse to even admit to what they have been convicted of. Creepy is right. This site reveals a glimpse at the REAL man behind bars... one who is utterly self-absorbed and who plays games with everyone around him, feeding them only what he wants them to hear and no more. Admitting to his own actions, apparently, isn't on his agenda. He just wants the narcissistic pleasure of having an audience to his pity play, and bringing in any sympathy for the REAL victims of his aborted life ruins his little game.
# posted by : Sunday, September 12, 2004 4:12:00 PM
: Sunday, September 12, 2004 4:12:00 PM
Jesus, leave him alone. Everybody has the right to think, to speak, and to be heard. This blog isn't hurting anybody, so let him have it and not be judged by people who know NOTHING about him. He's already in prison; he doesn't need people making cruel assumptions and then posting NUMEROUS comments on his site to beat him down. Keep your opinions to yourself, and if you don't like the blog, don't read it.
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