More sex in prison. As one might expect, sex is always a subject of conversation here, but it is not only inmates. The sex life of staff members, especially the assumed lesbians, is also a daily topic to be sure. Most of the inmates will constantly talk about getting a piece of this or that staff member. They talk of making up for lost time when they get out and screwing everything female. So the little mountaintop certainly provides plenty of fodder for an essay on sex.

I have come to see sex with another person for pure release as not an area I want to pursue. Yeah sure, you say, you have no women there. Well, that is not entirely true. I have heard rumors of one or two female staff member having sex with inmates, and have personally witnessed one female CO who would stare into cells at night and watch the inmates play with themselves. I extrapolate this fact, because I only saw the CO standing at a door with her flashlight shining in the window for a good five minutes. But there are plenty of stories of female staff who will purposely rub against an inmate.

Another example is my recent acquisition of a Penthouse Letters paperback. They actually have them listed in the Hamilton catalog, but they are not exactly the thing to ask Mom and Dad to pay for! There are several stories in there that are too far out to believe or find mildly erotic, but some are close enough to the truth to be of interest and therefore erotic to the inquiring mind.

The point is, sex sells. The doings of others are things lots of people like to look into, yet at the same time it appears that what is missing is what is appropriate, and when. The preacher's kid talks about how she is very comfortable with her sexuality, but not with the men that call on her as a professional masseuse and ask about "full service" massages.

There seems to be some people that feel there is a clear line between what is and what is not proper sexual behavior. Yet I think the problem stems from the fact that the line, if it does exist, is not even the same line for everyone.

For example, if you find those cuddle party descriptions and I am not putting words in where they were not, male hardons are OK while cuddling up against a female, but sex is not OK. Meanwhile, slow dancing with a female you just met, (same as at the cuddle party) would be considered gross misconduct by some women or a great compliment by others, or even a turn-on to her ability to "tease" a man.

I am going to stop now. I will pick up my pen again tomorrow.
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